Marie Antoinette Party

One of these days I am going to have a Marie Antoinette party. I've been talking about it for so long but, the day will come and it will be worth the wait! It will be completely french! I won't make everyone wear a wig though!!!

Spring is in the air...

I am starting to notice that Spring is approaching. In my back yard the jasmine is growing and there is new grass as well. The air is nice and clean because of all the rain. I love spring because of the flowers and warmer weather also the pretty pastel colors people wear.

I also have more energy in the Spring and Summer. I love Winter but I tend to hibernate a little!

What is your favorite season? Why?

Am I?

Lately I've been think about me, myself and I only. I supose it's normal to be a little selfish but I consider myself to be thoughtful and giving. I've been feeling like this because I haven't been spending a lot of time with my family. I've been sick so I have a legitamate excuse and I don't want to get my family members sick. I missed my nephews Preston's birthday party and I feel sad about that but like I said I don't want to cough all over the kid. I'll see him when I get better.
And other things too. Sometimes I try to do too much and I can't please everyone. That's just the way it goes.
How do you deal with trying to do too much?

A possibility

Well I got my blood test results back and my cholesterol and junk levels look good. On the other hand the doc found a virus called "cyclomegalovirus" that affects your sinus, throat and respitory areas. He say's I might have had it for a while and doesn't know how I got it? He thinks what could be happening is when I get pregnant my body attacks the fetus like it was a foreign matter. Makes sense but we can't know for sure. So he's going to help me control the virus. We will be working on that next.

Why so serious?

Feeling blue. Still under the weather a bit. I suppose it's because I'm feeling overwhemed with things I need to do and I can't. I also spoke to my Dad today too. I miss him the most out of all of my family even my Mom! When I hear his voice I find it so comforting and I feel like nothing can hurt me. He has the highest place in my heart.

Waiting patiently...

Somehow I got sick again. Boy I thought I was tougher but apparently my body was run down and I was pushing it way too much that it could handle. The changing weather has not really helped either. But I seem to be improving. I called in sick yesterday and just stayed home and rested. On Monday I went to the Doctors office to get some blood drawn to get the ball rolling on my infertility treatments again. I have my fingers crossed that this will be the year I have a successful pregnancy.

Yes, for those of you who don't know I've been trying to have a baby for the past few years since 2006 to be exact. Been pregnant twice but miscarried both times. So I can get pregnant but we want to find out why I may be miscarring. I will get some clues with my blood test this week. So we'll see what happens. Thank goodness for the blog community. It has kept me sane these few months writing about other things besides babies. My friend Iris turned me on to this and I am so glad I'm a blogger!

Pondering...

Lately I find myself daydreaming a lot. About random things...life in general I suppose. I'm hopeful for things and other people. I know this is not realilstic but I just wish for everyone to be happy. Life is full of heartache and sadness and I wish nothing but happiness to all.
Things I daydream about:

• babies chubby faces
• spring flowers
• couples in love
• pastel colors
• cakes

What do you daydream about?