A possibility

Well I got my blood test results back and my cholesterol and junk levels look good. On the other hand the doc found a virus called "cyclomegalovirus" that affects your sinus, throat and respitory areas. He say's I might have had it for a while and doesn't know how I got it? He thinks what could be happening is when I get pregnant my body attacks the fetus like it was a foreign matter. Makes sense but we can't know for sure. So he's going to help me control the virus. We will be working on that next.

Why so serious?

Feeling blue. Still under the weather a bit. I suppose it's because I'm feeling overwhemed with things I need to do and I can't. I also spoke to my Dad today too. I miss him the most out of all of my family even my Mom! When I hear his voice I find it so comforting and I feel like nothing can hurt me. He has the highest place in my heart.

Waiting patiently...

Somehow I got sick again. Boy I thought I was tougher but apparently my body was run down and I was pushing it way too much that it could handle. The changing weather has not really helped either. But I seem to be improving. I called in sick yesterday and just stayed home and rested. On Monday I went to the Doctors office to get some blood drawn to get the ball rolling on my infertility treatments again. I have my fingers crossed that this will be the year I have a successful pregnancy.

Yes, for those of you who don't know I've been trying to have a baby for the past few years since 2006 to be exact. Been pregnant twice but miscarried both times. So I can get pregnant but we want to find out why I may be miscarring. I will get some clues with my blood test this week. So we'll see what happens. Thank goodness for the blog community. It has kept me sane these few months writing about other things besides babies. My friend Iris turned me on to this and I am so glad I'm a blogger!

Pondering...

Lately I find myself daydreaming a lot. About random things...life in general I suppose. I'm hopeful for things and other people. I know this is not realilstic but I just wish for everyone to be happy. Life is full of heartache and sadness and I wish nothing but happiness to all.
Things I daydream about:

• babies chubby faces
• spring flowers
• couples in love
• pastel colors
• cakes

What do you daydream about?

The gift of health

I want to wish you all the best of health. Material things make us feel good temperarely but you must have your health first and foremost. Take care of your body. Feed yourself well, excersise, laugh, cry and have fun. I dedicate this picture to my blogger friend Cassidy. I wish you a fast recovery friend.

Marie Antoinette Wedding Cake

Yes, if I won the lotto I would have a Marie Antoinette style wedding. But I'm poor so I will just dream about it! This cake is absolutely beautiful don't you agree?

Back from Rendezvous...

Well I am back from a wonderful, romantic weekend at Big Bear, California. Dispite leaving at night driving in those whindy, icy roads and having to shovel out snow in the driveway at the cabin.

Saturday morning we got up very early to hit the slopes to go skiing. Boy there were tons of people! I finally mastered getting off the ski lift without falling off! Thank goodness because it's so hard to get back up. So later we chilled at the cabin with a fire and had a nice dinner. Sunday morning we slept in and just relaxed because we were so sore! Dave gave me a beautiful card with a Queen of Hearts the message in it was truely better than any gift I have ever received from him.

I had a blast. I can't wait to ski again. I want to get better, it's fun!

Admiration

2010 is the year that I hope will give me the courage to go out and get what I want. How many times have you wanted to do something but you just couldn't get the courage to do it? I guess it's only human. But how many of you know someone that is so gutsy,so determined that they actually do accomplish what they want? I really admire people like that. I admire Marie Antoinette, Marilyn Monroe, Edith Piaff, and Jackie O for their courage and beauty. All of them have many different qualities that I love but they are some of my favorite people.
Who do you most admire? Why?

Sickly

I haven't been blogging on a regular basis due to my sickness(I'm exagerrtating) . Gosh I hate being sick...it throws off my schedule!But then again who does? Plus I'm such a baby when I'm sick. Thank god I have my significant other to take care of me. I'm feeling much better today though. I went to the doc yesterday and he says it some kinda sinus virus!Basically I just feel congested. So I've been drinking a lot of fluids and eating soups and taking it easy. I want to go work out so bad! Maybe tomorrow.

Valentines Day is coming soon...

I love Valentines Day. I love what it represents. It is a day of amour and amistad(friendship). When I think of Valentines Day I think of hues pink and red and I think of sweets and pretty ribbons and bows. I also think of fun Valentine cards that we used to exchange as kids and balloons with suckers attached that we'd give to eachother in Junior/High school. And of course flowers, lots of bouquets of roses and random flowers.
So far I have no real plans for Valentines day. I would like to have a nice candlelight romantic dinner with my honey. I will have to figure out the menu!

FOREVER 21 GRAND OPENING

Since I was off last Friday I decided to take a trip to Forever 21 that just opened at the Cerritos Mall.

As soon as I walked in I was in LOVE! The shiny white floors, the beautiful crystal chandliers, and the sections are separated according to style. I loved the 12 by Twelve section. It's so French!