Friday, August 27, 2010
ahhh...much better! So yesterday I was feeling a little down in the dumps. Last night I went to my workout class and I instantly felt so much better! This morning I fixed my hair nice and put some make-up on with such carefulness. Make-up always makes me feel better. I spritzed on some of my favorite perfume (Dolce and Gabana Light Blue). Oh the simple things in life are sweet!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
So I am reading none other that two of the greatest books written. Eat, pray, love and Twilight! So far both are fantastic. Both suck you in just like a good book should. I like to read Eat, love, pray in the day and Twilight at night. I am very late on reading the Twilight book and my friend Iris let me borrow it. I love it. I can relate to the characters in both of these books.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Last night I unwinded at home in peace and quiet to help my mind and my back from so much tension I was experiancing yesterday. I've been told by friends and family that I am suseptable to other peoples feelings. I know this and I don't like it about myself. I think it started when I was very young. I remember witnessing my parents fight and I wanted to intervine and stop it. But I could not. I was so small, my voice was so insignificant and low they could not here me. After my parents separation I changed drastically...I was such a normal, happy, outgoing child with so much confidence. And I remember that changing about myself. I think that my parents didn't notice this because they were so busy dealing with their own issues. I can't blame them. I remember just feeling so sad, timid, and afraid of everything all the time. I couldn't make friends, my grades went down from outstanding to average. Now as an adult I still suffer from some of these issues but I am more confident and not afraid anymore. I always tell myself that I will not allow my children to ever go through so much pain and confusion. Being a kid should mean to be happy and carefree.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
This is me facing the world in lovliness, kindness, beauty with open arms.
This is me turning my back to ugliness in the world, hate, crime, violence.
Nothing is wrong with me today but I feel very aware of other peoples emotions. There is a lot of conflict going on around me. I hate conflict. It sucks, it's the part of life I want to avoid the most. Unfortuanely I can't. I will stand tall and say "bring it on".
Monday, August 2, 2010
We took another trip to San Diego. The kids were really looking forward to going there. They needed a nice summer trip before school starts. Nerissa at La Jolla beach. It was overcast but it was nice and warm anyway!
We made it to Old Town. I really liked this mural!
At the Zoltar machine. Nerissa liked her fortune but Tirso on the other hand did not...
At the Haunted Whaley House. There were hangings held there back in the day. And there is an eeery feeling when you are there I must say.
We went for a night walk around the Whaley House grounds.
Theres so many Old West style stuff in Old Town. I love it!
These are always a blast!
Woo hoo we love Old Town San Diego!
We also went to the San Diego Zoo!
The king of the jungle!!
HAHAHA! I love this pic! We're such goof balls!